Today is one of those days where all I want to do is sit around and wallow in my sadness. I don't even have a valid excuse for being so blue. It's the type of day where I want to watch sad movies and listen to very depressing songs. The weather doesnt help much either. Outside the sky is gray and the clouds are starting to gather in preparation for what is sure to be a rainy night.
In truth, part of the gloominess comes from worrying. I thought I was on the road to finally accumulating some money in my savings (i.e. more traveling). Life has a way of soiling plans at times. This is one of those times. An insurance claim that I thought was closed is apparently not over with and with that comes the risk of being in debt again. And just when I was sure that I had gotten past my financial mistakes of my early twenties.
Why is it that I am in a constant panic over my future? Quarter life crisis has been in full effect for the past 3 years. Which reminds me...I am officially 27. Have been since Monday.
Well, enough sulking! I think I will get back to reading and maybe change the music to something a little livelier. And life? It isn't so bad. It is actually quite great most of the time. In fact, my cat Pixie is currently nudging me; I think as a reminder of the good things in life.
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